I have a learning disability, and my iq is 87? what do i do when i get to community college?

i went to high school and had a tough time and barely made it. my mom had me 2 months early and ive had a learning disability since i was 2. i cant study, and i reAd books that are 5th grade reading level. my mom says that i wasn't applying myself, but i feel that i dont want to work hard because its too much work. people dont care about black women anyway. they think we are all a bunch of welfare skanks. also, i feel that i shouldn't have to prove myself to the world. if people want to think this of black women, let them go ahead. i want to FINALLY LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT. I DONT completely put down education, but i feel like after everything that went n in high school, i want to take time out to be MISS BAD @ss. anyway, how bad will community college be for me? if they are not willing to help me with LD classes and do everything for me, I DONT WANT TO GO